God's gift

                    I haven't written about the condition of my RA for a long time i guess. This blog was started as a diary of my RA development. Now I have abandoned my old blogs to put everything in here.

                    My RA symptom first showed up on my fingers. The flare scared me. At that time I was so into drummings. I guess I have to put it into the past as I have got to put less pressure on the joints. That's okay.

                    My heart breaks now that my thumbs and some fingers show signs of deterioration. I feel scared. My eyes are never comfortable. Please pray that I won't go blind cause it is one effect of RA. I would rather have the constant lethargy. I also hope that I will die before the 'wash' takes over my hands.


I am currently doing as many artwork that I could. Time is indeed very precious.

"What we are is God's gift to us. 

What we become is our gift to God."

              

                                               Eleanor Powell 

Probably it is time for me to start giving more to God.